respiration of the gulf
"Respiration of the Gulf," January 14, 2024
title from Duma Key by Stephen King (2008)
In Utero by Nirvana (1993)
Master of Puppets by Metallica (1986)
Yellow Submarine by The Beatles (1968)
last line from "Old Town Road" by Lil Nas X and Billy Ray Cyrus (2019)
Respiration of the Gulf
Self-appointed judges judge more than they have sold
hypnotizing power, crushing all that cower. Battery is here
till we found the sea of green and we lived beneath the waves
to know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid
your source of self-destruction, veins that pump with fear.
There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to
find my nest of salt. Everything is my fault. I'll take all the blame.
Honesty is my only excuse. Try to rob us of it, but it's no use
floating down the stream of time, of life to life with me
locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks. I've been
sounding of the clock that ticks, get used to it somehow
measured out in years. You don't know what it's like to
tell me nothing. Can't nobody tell me nothing. You can't.
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