whatever its other contributions
"Whatever Its Other Contributions," January 19, 2022 (#19)
title from "Compulsory Heterosexuality and Lesbian Existence" by Adrienne Rich (1980)
The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake by Aimee Bender (2010)
I Was Told There'd Be Cake by Sloane Crosley (2008)
one line from "Art Objects: Essays on Ecstasy and Effrontery" by Jeanette Winterson (1995)
Whatever Its Other Contributions
No more laughing, no discussions.
In the end, it is rare that our random acts of kindness
closed the door and walked down the stairs to the full
screen itself--displaying a khaki stretch of land and
the dimness of a far outside light we could just barely
see other members of the bridal party getting
in a wheelchair rolled past our doorway.
But it's too early to process this
card-table chair open in the middle of the
plastic charm necklace that included a snow globe with
all these objects that dominated my days even though
this decision wasn't for me to make.
I stumbled around the words
which provided me with the illusion I was actually
full of feelings, I said, pushing away my
priests and prophets of the past
just enough to let myself
pick up some velvet.
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