pattern-making ended
"Pattern-Making Ended," May 30, 2022 (#150)
title from "Brené Brown's Empire of Emotion" by Sarah Larson (November 1, 2021)
Olive Kitteridge by Elizabeth Strout (2008)
Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens (1837)
Pattern-Making Ended
Spells of manic loquaciousness, followed by days of silence
having rested here, for a minute or so, to collect a good burst of sobs,
expect you'll want to stay until the last dog dies.
The fact is all we need care for here; and the fact is
the nurse had looked up from her desk in a lobby cleanly bright, and
the two old crones, chiming in together, began pouring out
grief and isolation, and probably drugged to the gills,
one moment’s glimpse of a boy, in the midst of gunpowder smoke
in the parking lot of Shop 'n Save, because they needed milk and
an idle thing to do so much, by the utterance of a few brief words,
made them do push-ups each morning,
and I can make that a job that two of you,
with the pale remnants of a brown stain,
sat down with a determination to do,
as though they were a couple, too.
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