institutional inertia
"Institutional Inertia," February 16, 2022 (#47)
title from Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West by Gregory Maguire (1995)
Autobiography of a Face by Lucy Grealy (1994)
The Autobiography of an Execution by David R. Dow (2010)
The Autobiography of Malcolm X as told by Malcolm X to Alex Haley (1965)
two lines from The American Way of Death Revisited by Jessica Mitford (1998)
Institutional Inertia
Sooner or later we're all driven to this point. In secrecy, away from
getting some kind of repairs on its engines. I was pleased to see that
he had started to glance down at his clipboard, but his head
was dreading the inevitable phone call, mostly because I did
know now that they just did it to help us, because they, like everyone,
take the position that a great nation built upon the rule of law
wants to know how embalming is accomplished.
I proudly marked my assorted notebooks for my different
prison numbers. That seems surprising, even after the dozen years since
everybody's always sugarcoating everything. I'm tired, man, tired of
the norm. Their self-definition was the very thing that put me at ease.
Others made gestures. They would just come up and smile and nod at me,
an ownership interest or a commission "arrangement" with the
fashionable to believe in truth, but what can I say? There's good
in life, nothing is permanent; not even life itself (smile). So I would
fall directly onto the tile I was concentrating on.
11-24-14, Service Corporation International, Houston, TX
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6-13-18, Moody Center for the Arts, Rice University, Houston
from Atypical 4.8 "Magical Bird #2" (July 9, 2021)
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