surging with girls
"Surging with Girls," February 15, 2022 (#46)
title from A Hard Day's Night (1964)
Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers by Mary Roach (2003)
Cherry: A Memoir by Mary Karr (2000)
Lust & Other Stories by Susan Minot (1989)
one line from "The American Way of Death" by Jessica Mitford (1963)
Surging with Girls
I did not sign on to become a skeleton. For one thing, I don't
open the knocked-on door at precisely two minutes till
life had seemed to open and open. It was a wonderful thing.
It has happened before. Though these particular curative
parents never really know what's going on, especially when
somebody once told you that you were clever. Well clever
in cultures' eating their own dead: the practical, why-not model
was picking up things on the shelves, the little spice jars, the honey.
I just stand there mute as a stump. I should say something
about their business with the grim specter of media evisceration,
but you're picturing some witness stand to rush onto. How you'll
come up against problems in arranging funerals for their clients.
They stomped down the stairs, their voices echoing in the cement.
they are being asked to accept it by a transplant counselor who
vowed to cherish freedom if you won it, to take no breath for
never in a place long. Always going away, always coming back
holding this disconnected hand, and it's holding you back.
2-15-22 from The Jaws Log: Expanded Edition by Carl Gottlieb (2012)
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