regarded as arbitrary
"Regarded as Arbitrary," July 25, 2022 (#206)
title from Room 237 (2012)
Jacob's Room by Virginia Woolf (1922)
Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin (1956)
last line from The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet by David Mitchell (2010)
Regarded as Arbitrary
The butterflies were dead. A whiff of rotten eggs had vanquished
innocence; and the world is mostly divided between madmen who
seat those tourists who wish for an uninterrupted view of the
unbelievably festive black. Here they were now, in blue, disputing
the conical white hat of a pierrot. Shaking her head, she still stared,
wished it were a stranger’s face. Not all my memorizing had prepared
beyond the power of any single mind to possess it. Nevertheless,
I was struck at first by what seemed to be the merriment but
observing that the side of the figure which is turned away from
cutting off her attempt at polite refusal and taking her arm
should have what they want. . . . You have seen all these wonderful
hopes probably not fulfilled: certainly not fulfilled, or
deals with merchants are being negotiated with keen urgency.
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