forcibly feminized
"Forcibly Feminized," October 6, 2022 (#279)
title from PVA student (October 6, 2022)
Her Body and Other Parties: Stories by Carmen Maria Machado (2017)
Afterparties: Stories by Anthony Veasna So (2021)
last line from Sum: Forty Tales of the Afterlife by David Eagleman (2009)
Forcibly Feminized
I was afraid of what the world was catching all around us;
that’s the reason her mother so naturally came to the woman’s
name. She closes her eyes, shakes her head, rocks back and forth
and then maybe I’d make movies of her, because she’d probably
lost youth, which is her answer for why any "real adult" does anything,
whose literal job is to be a mediator between the monks and normal
out to the side, groping at the air, then flapping listlessly like a stunned
cousin understood how much he toiled away for his family. The countless
footsteps galumphing on the forest floor. She was wearing shorts with
the dampness. I felt nervous, animated, and then guilty at finding
the voices aren't happening, not now, but I still perceive them
for each patient in the wing. I squint at the tray and try
a member of the opposite sex, just to see what it's like.
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