what produces misplaced nostalgia
"What Produces Misplaced Nostalgia," September 25, 2022 (#268)
title from "Was Kanye Right?" by Brandi Collins Dexter (2022)
Americanah by Chimamanda Ngoze Adichie (2013)
The UnAmericans: Stories by Molly Antopol (2014)
last line from The Americans 5.13, "The Soviet Division" (May 30, 2017)
What Produces Misplaced Nostalgia
I am a lecturer in literature, not English literature, mind you, but
glamorizing work I knew he hated. There was nothing worse than
her own reaction, how quickly her fury had risen. Downstairs,
an aging man who begins sentences with ‘When we were her age'
had work to go to, and she earned more than he did, in case he had
shiny pink lips like a woman’s. I wonder if either man has a daughter
to look towards somewhere else, eternally convinced that real lives
would have recited excruciating story after excruciating story if
stunned to find himself believing in things he did not think he ever
could find, then driving here tonight, as if he too had a stake in the
stretcher, grief-stricken, trying to stay as near to her son as possible.
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