a sour middle-aged hermit

"A Sour Middle-Aged Hermit," September 27, 2022 (#270)

title from "Superfans: A Love Story" by Michael Schulman (September 9, 2019)

The Collected Works of Billy the Kid by Michael Ondaatje (1970)

The Life and Times of the Thunderbolt Kid: A Memoir by Bill Bryson (2006)

The Colorado Kid by Stephen King (2005)

Just Kids by Patti Smith (2010)

last line from Kids (1995)

A Sour Middle-Aged Hermit

Those who usually work their own way out of hell, not cynical about

a family of large, interbred, indeterminately numerous individuals,

understood their intentions were perfectly solid. They understood how

a mystical language that I devoured even as I could not fully decipher it

didnt remember anything after he saw horses moving in single file and

all attached in some organic, inseparable way to plastic stalks like

grease and those little bits of sand on the palm and the insides of the fingers.

You would slip some coins into a slot, open the glass hatch, and extract a

red arc daze like some blurred picture. I remember, when they took

three evenings a week, when you might instead have had your feet,

dead bodies are ugly things indeed, by n large; many hardly look

while our musical collaboration progressed slowly, our friendship

takes a while, as they interact with everyone down the line.

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