mystifying for the reader
"Mystifying for the Reader," January 15, 2022 (#15)
title from the New Yorker's "The Case Against the Trauma Plot" by Parul Sehgal (December 27, 2021)
Pop Song: Adventures in Art & Intimacy by Larissa Pham (2021)
The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma by Bessel van der Kolk MD (2014)
two lines from "ARTPOP" by Lady Gaga (2014)
two lines from "Pop Art Blue" by Zero 7 (2009)
Mystifying for the Reader
Today I don’t even remember what I was so upset about.
Brushes with darkness won't help you create
the biological systems that are meant to help us cope with the
prefab house full of white furniture, white textiles, white walls, every
ability to feel pleasure and curiosity, to grow and develop emotionally
stuck down here with the mortals among gray-green sage bushes and
floating up, we were floating like particles into the night.
A hybrid can withstand these things
by learning to distinguish and appreciate shades of gray
like the idea of a poem or piece of writing that stretches toward
interior images and words, and on the body
her story takes an unavoidably mythic turn: she resurfaced
just about anything to feel calmer and more in control.
Writing this down now, I’m reminded of a conversation
in which we slowly set up conditions for him to create
in mastering, whatever the mastering had done,
a long-standing puzzle in my own mind,
the kind of show a visitor could read
as the sun drops off the page.
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