an intuition of the abyss

"An Intuition of the Abyss," November 18, 2022 (#322)

title from Michael Silverblatt audiobook interview with Joyce Carol Oates for Blonde (2000)

The Road by Cormac McCarthy (2006)

Crossroads by Jonathan Franzen (2021)

Roadwork by Richard Bachman (1981)

The Road to Character: The Humble Journey to an Excellent Life by David Brooks (2015)

An Intuition of the Abyss

There were patches of snow in certain bends of the road and the road was

the only judge who mattered, had certified that it was right. Her father couldn't

be promoted again for twenty years, until 1938. The army had a glut of

coloring in some picture piece by piece and pretending he couldn’t see the

bits of light that appeared random on the night grid. The higher floors of

cowering beneath the Navajo blanket became less funny, more troubling. She

looked startled and called the meeting to a close. It was the last time

moments spent on the observation platform were recharging him, keeping

him shivering in a towel and wrapped him again in a blanket. He combed

behind doors in his head which he’d never permitted himself to open, not even

sandbagging the Waterford plant. But it was more than that. He was asking.

We cannot plan, schedule, or determine. Love is like an invading army.

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