this spotlight all the way back

"This Spotlight All the Way Back," May 10, 2022 (#130)

title from The Warhol Diaries by Andy Warhol (1989)

Something Happened by Joseph Heller (1974)

Nothing Happened and Then It Did: A Chronicle of Fact and Fiction by Jake Silverstein (2010)

last line from Something Beautiful Happened: A Story of Courage and Survival in the Face of Evil by Yvette Manessis (2017)

This Spotlight All the Way Back

To collapse into shambles before us and begin crying helplessly

was too insignificant to warrant a constant supply of

independent members of a ghoulish caravan from hell or from

trying to smother with white noise the thoughts forming in my

undistinguished bronze shield proclaiming that distinction

that can keep a small piece of the past from disappearing, not

stripping with just as much giddy and inebriated anticipation for

extrasensory perception to compose poetic verses; the parallels

made fun of my garters. I could not brook such churlish insolence

and you had running boards on it, so basically people could

expose a respectable man of the cloth to a gang of idiots like

the grass was bright green, the color it is after hard and heavy

insubordination--or sometimes for no reason at all.

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