this spotlight all the way back
"This Spotlight All the Way Back," May 10, 2022 (#130)
title from The Warhol Diaries by Andy Warhol (1989)
Something Happened by Joseph Heller (1974)
Nothing Happened and Then It Did: A Chronicle of Fact and Fiction by Jake Silverstein (2010)
last line from Something Beautiful Happened: A Story of Courage and Survival in the Face of Evil by Yvette Manessis (2017)
This Spotlight All the Way Back
To collapse into shambles before us and begin crying helplessly
was too insignificant to warrant a constant supply of
independent members of a ghoulish caravan from hell or from
trying to smother with white noise the thoughts forming in my
undistinguished bronze shield proclaiming that distinction
that can keep a small piece of the past from disappearing, not
stripping with just as much giddy and inebriated anticipation for
extrasensory perception to compose poetic verses; the parallels
made fun of my garters. I could not brook such churlish insolence
and you had running boards on it, so basically people could
expose a respectable man of the cloth to a gang of idiots like
the grass was bright green, the color it is after hard and heavy
insubordination--or sometimes for no reason at all.
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The Sun Also Rises (1957)