before the metered firewall
"Before the Metered Firewall," April 24, 2022 (#114)
title from Danel Olson's ENGL 1301 syllabus
Blue Hawaii (1961)
The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison (1970)
last line from "The Curses" by John Jeremiah Sullivan (2017)
Before the Metered Firewall
Because you don't seem to care about yourself
the threat of being outdoors surfaced frequently in
nonsense. Tourists aren't people... They're tourists
of white, hot meat that had escaped from her lips
and he didn't even give his Momma any goodnight sugar
with the wad of gum peeping out from between the cheap
sleep here. Perhaps you should take a bath--on second
nerves, so its presence was not noticeable or uncomfortable.
What were you doing all that time while I was missing
the idea of pain while ignoring the presence of pain?
I'll do it again, too. Just watch me
wallow in the sweet certainty that many bodies
did not get to witness its success, or to reap its rewards.
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From The Batman (2022)
The False Mirror by René Magritte (1928)
From Candyman (2021)