with this pathetic benediction
"With This Pathetic Benediction," November 15, 2022 (#319)
title from Uncle Tom's Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe (1852)
The Edible Woman by Margaret Atwood (1969)
Mudwoman by Joyce Carol Oates (2012)
Mudbound by Hillary Jordan (2008)
penultimate line from Bound (1996)
last line from Bound by Antonya Nelson (2010)
With This Pathetic Benediction
The questionnaires I was carrying had suddenly become unrelated
trying not to limp. Her leather shoes were hurting her feet. She
asked for you if you weren't the best. I have nothing but the best in my
laundromat, a light that seems to allow no tones and no shadows
that didn’t make sense to me—but I didn’t want to seem suspicious
on certain days of the week and it wans't always the same. Time I had
the edges as she looked at it. Did it mean an eye for an eye? And what
was being taken from them forever, how wildly they waved at her
right to know what was being said on my own front porch, whether
they sort of get limp and sinuous and passionate, they try so hard
somehow never to quite get to see a doctor—at the last minute
they were nearly inhuman. They mingled with the plaintive lowing of
the part of the business that the rest of them pretend to be
rhetorical questions concerning the whereabouts of her mind.
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Bound (1996)