with this pathetic benediction

"With This Pathetic Benediction," November 15, 2022 (#319)

title from Uncle Tom's Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe (1852)

The Edible Woman by Margaret Atwood (1969)

Mudwoman by Joyce Carol Oates (2012)

Mudbound by Hillary Jordan (2008)

penultimate line from Bound (1996)

last line from Bound by Antonya Nelson (2010)

With This Pathetic Benediction

The questionnaires I was carrying had suddenly become unrelated

trying not to limp. Her leather shoes were hurting her feet. She

asked for you if you weren't the best. I have nothing but the best in my

laundromat, a light that seems to allow no tones and no shadows

that didn’t make sense to me—but I didn’t want to seem suspicious

on certain days of the week and it wans't always the same. Time I had

the edges as she looked at it. Did it mean an eye for an eye? And what

was being taken from them forever, how wildly they waved at her

right to know what was being said on my own front porch, whether

they sort of get limp and sinuous and passionate, they try so hard

somehow never to quite get to see a doctor—at the last minute

they were nearly inhuman. They mingled with the plaintive lowing of

the part of the business that the rest of them pretend to be

rhetorical questions concerning the whereabouts of her mind.

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Bound (1996)